Maintaining an open source project in your free time is incredibly rewarding. A large project full of interesting challenges, limited only by your time and willingness to learn. Years of work add up to something you’ve grown proud of. Who would’ve thought an old project on its last legs could turn into something beautiful?

The focus is intense. So many people using the project, always new things to learn and improve. Days fly by when time allows for it. That impossible feature sitting in the backlog for years, finally done. That slow part of the application, much faster now. This flow state is pretty cool, might as well tackle a few more issues while it lasts.

Then comes the day. The biggest release yet is out the door. More tasks remain on the list, but it’s just too much. That release took so much effort, and the years are adding up. You can’t keep going like this. You wonder, is this the beginning of the end? Will you finally burn out, like so many before you?

A smaller project catches your eye. Perhaps it would be fun to work on something else again. Maybe it doesn’t have to be as intense? Looks like this project uses a niche programming language. Is it finally time to learn another one? It’s an unfamiliar project, but it’s pretty fun. It tickles the right spots. All the previous knowledge helps.

You work on the smaller project for a while. It goes well. That larger project you spent years on lingers. So much was accomplished. It’s not done yet, but software is never done. The other day, someone mentioned this interesting feature they really wanted. Maybe it wouldn’t hurt to look into it? It’s been a while since the last feature release. Maybe the next one doesn’t have to be as intense? It’s pretty fun to work on other projects sometimes, too.

The hobby lives on. It’s what you love doing, after all.